Really laughing

I laughed a lot reading my own previous post. How horrible we feel at times. Now i know how good people commit murders and suicide. Feeling down for a moment will make all bad things happen. I read somewhere that,during world war II, in the US army, no soldier was allowed to report a complaint against another one before 6 hours from the bad incident. This was to make sure that they don't report against each other under emotional circumstances...

Time heals all wounds...

Tough times...

I am having some tough time.
Nothing is going right.
Ego ruling life...
Killed many from memory...
Ripped many relations...
Sure i'm afraid of loosing them...
But I prefer rejecting rather than get treated like that...
Developed a hostile nature...
Or is that still the shy one in me...
Some time back I used to dream...
About growing up and helping many...
But these days even dreams don't happen...
All I feel is unconscious at night...


Is this called transition phase...
From a religious life to an atheist...
No, this won't last. I still believe in God...

July ,the month that WAS...

This month I started writing things for various events like g-mans 55, Magpie Tales, Stony Rivers microfiction, themethursday, one stop poetry and more. Started a new blog for keeping them together here. I wrote down things that first came to my mind on seeing their prompts.. Then went through all the posts for the same. Talent is exhibited in each and every posts… There are a lot of excellent writers out here.

I had this plan to read many books out of curriculum this month. Some books i read. In the last week i started reading 3 books., Shantharam, The Citadel and Nurse Becky Gets Shot. They were all good. But i don't know why it happened this way. I didn't finish reading anyone of them,,